Finally get over of jet lag.

Finally I have got over my jet lag, so now I have not any excuse for not working. Just the thought of work makes me feel lazy again. Sitting here typing down my complains, I feel slightly self-pity. I really do not want to write at all. With too much emotion into the writing, I don't know how to do it really. Just now, I was distracted by job emails although I am in no position of finding a job at all. What do I need to write today? I need to write or finish writing the research report that I carried out. However, I have long lost interests in it already, not the topic but the writing process. I wish there was someone who would like to talk with me about it. Why do I keep telling myself that. Quite practically, I should also start revising the article that I writing with Cammie. That one seems to be more interesting in a way since I have put a lot of effort into the writing already. Still, the writing process can be so tough and torturing. Especially when the thoughts lost its relevance. I mean relevance by the contact that is irrelevant to my current life. I feel I am constructing some ideas in theory and in the air. It is not quite touching down the ground. Although I know what I would like to say, but words are not easily postulated into arguments. I kept procrastinating, but once I sat down and started to type, I just couldn't get flow. What is wrong?