For some reason, I feel very uneasy to realize that I am meeting my boss in half an hour. Somehow, she makes me feel reluctant to have any contact with her because she is disgusting using one adjective to describe her. I know it sounds a bit harsh but there is just no other word that can substitute this one which is the best portrait for her. Still, I will have to go. Work is work! I just have to remember to listen and not to respond to any stupid ideas. No CBM, no software designing, nothing...
It sounds a little bit like I am afraid of her. Not at all, she could try to scare me with those old tricks like canceling my trip to Beijing three days before the trip, threatening me not to renew my contract if didn't publish paper in three months, provoking me by telling me that I didn't have any idea of what I am talking about in front of my colleagues (luckily all my colleagues know what kind of person she is and are on my side, although nothing they can do about it). Those things do irritate me but never intimidate me.
It is simply that I don't want to see her face, hear her voice, nothing about her...
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