Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Terrible exam but a very good friend

Had a really big cry right after the exam. I felt so insecure and stupid with those statistics. Went angry with them first because I had no idea why those questions were asked. I held a scientific calculator but did not know how to use it properly. I did not want to cry because I would like anyone's sympathy but I did and some friends showed their care and sympathy. I cried like a little girl not loud but stubbornly. This was the first time I cried in three years because of the stress from study. Well, probably very first time since I was a kid I cried because I did badly for an exam. Like a baby, a kid... who wants what I wanted but could not get it, so I cried...
Sitting next to me is a good friend who said :' come on, you will try to do well next time." Damn, I will... Feeling so good when I felt so low and someone was trying to cheer me up... He is my friend.

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