Slow down...

Right after the first term for my PhD study, my whole body and mind still cannot adjust to the idea that my first real winter holiday has just started. My mind hasn't felt so fatige for a long long time. Being slightly fed up with Hong Kong or any walking around in Hong Kong, makes me feel extremely wiered. It is not my land, and I don't really like staying here but I have to. In fact, I didn't really like any place except for Bristol. My experience a few years back in Bristol was really an unique one that none of other places could compare with her. Friends, nice atomasphere, good study and a new era of my life made me really sentimental when leaving there. Maybe I am reinventing my memory with the city but comparing with all the cities I had lived in, Bristol was, still is the best by far. It does sound like I am complaining about Hong Kong, well who cares that I am complaing aobut HK anyway. This place is maybe our place to be after all. We just need to take our time to be used to the life style in reality. When we were in the time when everything seemed so ridiculous and not normal, we had fantasy of living in real life, more civilised world. We are now but facing some music that meant to be hard to hear or take in. In the past, it was almost that why ultrageous things happened, now in the real world we somehow missed that part of living on chaotic land which make us sane. In the real world where everything seems so regular and in order and that makes me at least feel slightly insane. Am i insane? For the very first time in my life, I left a bag of meat shopped at Jusco at Jusco cashier counter and no one reminded of me picking it up. My mind was fully occupied with stuff that why there are so many people and I am so sleepy. The instant result was that I could a dinner with meat I paid for, including pork, minsed beef, beaf, oyster and patato. Well, patato is not really meat, but anyway I left there and just went home with 3 heavy shopping bags. I don't think I would ever do that again, no matter shopping alone for some much stuff, or miss one bag of meat I paid for, or any bag of shopping I paid for.
That was that!