I feel I am slowly going mad, very mad. Just had huge fights with David one after another. Emotionally I am going more and more unstable with him. My whole body was shaking and I was sweating like I had run miles. Just one sentence, it blew everything up. When he hears things that he doesn't want to hear, he immediately freaks without any concerns of other's feeling. I feel so lonely and helpless in such situations. I don't have friends at work, at least friends who I can have decent conversations with. Daily life is even more emptier with no reliable friends around.
Fights between couples are just like sickness or illness. When you are having the sickness, you are totally disgusted and suffered in it and desperately wanted to get out as soon as possible. But once the illness is gone, the world is turned upside down.
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