Typhone is coming and the rain is hitting the window violently

It may also have washed away any sweet memory I had with him as well. Last time we had fun together is maybe when we were in Germany. I don't feel loving any longer, for some reason towards him. I have been unhappy, unhappy about our life together, our fights, our disagreeable arguments and oppinions. Somehow, I couldn't convince myself to look on the bright side of our relationship except for pitting myself that if we meant to seperate from each other, I would live a rather difficult life than before. I am trying to set things right by improve my own strength in which ever way possible. That doesn't seem to help with our relationship. I do understand that he is probably under great pressure as well in living academic life which requires great concerntration on the research interests. One of the problems is that we are both in such circumstances. I do not know how to solve this problem but thinking of a way solving some problems that I can.