I said too much!

The mount of words I said in Tuesday could compare to the whole lot I said for a week. I felt almost sick after I said too much. Yesterday was almost a relatively strange day for me as everything no matter good and bad, all happen so densely. I could not really judge whether it was a good or bad day at all. I didn't close the toilet door when another student I know came right to it and we were almost face in face. I don't think she has seen anything that she should not seen but it was embarrassed enough. Stupidly enough I went to appoligize and told her that I was in a hurry so I didn't close the door. She actually told me off saying that "next time make sure you do close it". I was shocked. What was I expected, "oh, don't worry, just leave it open. It was my problem too, I was too quiet." I ended up sitting there and feeling really bad about myself. How disguisting I am! Not close the toilet door when I was on the seat. I was too open about my privacy for sure! A lesson is learned.
It was almost mind-blowing during the lunch time listening to my Hong Kong colleagues taking in Cantonese. That was enough of Cantonese listening comprehension for a whole week. My dinner has contrinuted to a clicking conversation with a new friend, Julie. I was talking, talking, and talking... It almost felt like a therapy. I have said too much and left my door open again, espeically with someone I have just got to know. What done is done! I need sometime and space to just recollect myself together. Too much exposure at one time could easily burn myself out, like the sun stoke I had last Saturday!