Every single time, it gets me just like a snap. All worked-up, moody, uncomfortable with my boobs and headaches. Any symptom, you name it... well finally I am in general feel calm again...
It is 5 to midnight again, only it is this time I feel extremely calm and clear minded. Of course, it is also the time I feel like starting my own work when my sleeping clock is ticking. After a whole procrastinating, finally there is nobody bothers me again, no meal to eat, no phone call to pick up, no yoga class to attend, no friends to see, and enough news, documentaries, films, TV series that I have checked with. I have put my writing project to the last although it is my very first worry. I know that I can finish it but don't understand what exactly is stopping me. I just couldn't say cut for myself when I was so consciously know what I have been doing. Only it is at the time of a day, I feel I am settled into my mind that I have shut everything outside world from me because they are all sleeping or ready to sleep now. What an interesting mentality here that I eager to gain in the morning.
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