Sleepless...

Every day there are two difficult periods time for me, one is the time to get up in the morning and the other is now, time to sleep. Lying on my bed, my thoughts like cloud spurts before the gloomy Hong Kong rain. It was a definitely action film repeating one thought of whether I should go to Beijing next week. One reason is that I haven't seen my sister for about two years and probably won't see her for the next half a year before the Chinese new year. She is my only sister, a younger one, although we are not very close. There are something that we don't like about each other. Another reason, going back there to see some friends who I knew when I was there about one year ago. Especially some of them are leaving Beijing for good, so we may not see each other for ever. What's more? these friends seemed more interesting than people I have met in Hong Kong, so far. Much less business like, I may put it. One more reason, it gives me something distraction from too intensive writing processes that I am going through. I am imagining myself sitting on the train and knowing my way around Beijing. However, nobody really expect me to go there... maybe I should leave it until later